Cleo's Rage (Devil's Riot MC Book 4) by E.C. Land

Author:E.C. Land [Land, E.C.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Knox Publishing
Published: 2019-10-04T16:00:00+00:00

18

Cleo

Last night, I never expected Rage to ask me to marry him. Hell, I honestly thought he’d leave me when I asked him to make me his woman again. I’d been having a hard time sleeping when he’d gotten home, afraid my dreams where reality. Only when he climbed in next to me did I know what was real and what wasn’t. I knew then and there what I wanted and needed.

Rage spent the entire night showing me exactly what I needed. Him. He’s always been it for me, from day one. I should never have doubted him. My head can be one fucked up place to be. My heart and body know where they belong and after last night, my head finally knows as well.

Waking up this morning, I’m more than content to stay in his arms simply laying here enjoying the tranquility of the morning. Gently turning toward him, I take in his features like I’ve done so many times before only this time, he seems completely at peace. The tension which circled us finally gone.

Reaching up, I run my fingers along the scruff he keeps trimmed close to his face. I smile thinking of the life we’ll have together. Doesn’t mean I won’t long for what we’ve lost, knowing I’ll never be able to carry a child again. I like to think the beautiful child I lost before I even knew I’d carried was a little boy who’d have looked just like his daddy. My heart aches for our baby but I know I’ll always carry him in my heart.

“What are you thinking so hard about, baby?” Rage’s voice, filled with sleep, pulls me from my thoughts.

“I was just thinking of everything. How happy I am right now. Is it wrong to be so happy after having lost our child?”

“No, Lave, it’s not wrong to be happy. It means you’re healing. Doesn’t mean you or I will forget about the child we never got to meet,” he says, running his fingers through my hair, brushing it out of my face.

“You know when I think about the baby, I imagine a little boy who looks like his daddy.” Tears fill my eyes as I admit it out loud to him.

“Yeah?”

“Yeah, it hurts to know we’ll never have the chance to see that beautiful boy grow up. I always wanted a house full of kids. Growing up an only child, my parents always working, it was way too lonely. I know they loved me in their own way. They simply didn’t know how to let it show. I wanted to do all the things my parents weren’t able to do with me. You know I’m not close with them now, hell, I haven’t even spoken to either of them in months. They never had time for me. I told myself I’d never do that to my own children. I’d never miss Trick or Treating, Thanksgiving, Christmas, or their birthdays. All the things my own parents missed out on,” I say, letting the tears fall from my eyes.

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